Life in twilight
Broken-Hearted...

And again... i feel nothing but pain... I can't take this anymore... the pictures appear again in my mind... in front of my eyes...

Blood... everywhere... on the floor... on the walls... on the bed... in the bathroom... everywhere is blood...
It's like in a horror film... 

Why...?
Why does he this to me...again...?
I only wanted a second chance.... no not for me.. for us... but he refuses my love... It hurts...  

He means everything for me but he doesn't realizes it... he gives me my will of life... And i would do everything for him...

Why did he tell those things...?
Why did he spend me so much hope...?
Why was he so lovely to me since he is here...? 

I don't want to go on like this... maybe.... yeah maybe this is the end of my world...

 Where is my heart...?
Not in my body... I lost it... to someone who doesn't care of it... 
He ripped it out... 

And I'm nothing without it... i only can love one person... the person who has it... if he turns away... if he goes... then i'll die...
'til then i'm only a puppet with which you can play with...  A puppet on a string... your puppet... your whore... your bitch...

A few days are left... only a few... and i can't manage it... I can't win his heart back...~ 

 

So now it seems like that I gonna die... soon... 

20.2.08 22:32
 


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